“I Thought That I Could Not Be Hurt”

Sylvia Plath

I thought that I could not be hurt;

I thought that I must surely be

impervious to suffering–

immune to mental pain

or agony.

My world was warm with April sun

my thoughts were spangled green and gold;

my soul filled up with joy, yet felt

the sharp, sweet pain that only joy

can hold.

My spirit soared above the gulls

that, swooping breathlessly so high

o’erhead, now seem to brush their whirring

wings against the blue roof of

the sky.

(How frail the human heart must be–

a throbbing pulse, a trembling thing–

a fragile, shining instrument

of crystal, which can either weep,

or sing.)

Then, suddenly my world turned gray,

and darkness wiped aside my joy.

A dull and aching void was left

where careless hands had reached out to

destroy

my silver web of happiness.

The hands then stopped in wonderment,

for, loving me, they wept to see

the tattered ruins of my firma-

ment.

(How frail the human heart must be–

a mirrored pool of thought. So deep

and tremulous an instrument

of glass that it can either sing,

or weep.)

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