Poetry Talk

New post from sunsnotstars

A 19 Year Olds Crush

You have been a 19 year olds crush for almost a year now

and yet

of all the dreams holding hands with her

smiling

'I dont knows'

she loves you.

where by easy accidents

like falling in love with someone new everyday

but by design

you are her destination

and she is on her way,

a voyeuristic journey

of unsatisfying urges

and peaking curiosities,

woefully waiting and watching for a long 19 years,

looking deadly

with her hunger appeased

never knowing peace like it

and it could feel like forever,

like how like

learns to love.

It's not how a 19 year old

should

love

but its complicated;

dreaming whilst living,

the potential of a cold cup of coffee

waking up warm in the sunlight

(in which you are the sun,

and the coffee)

that those stars could be suns,

and those sun's galaxies,

and in a week the strange rotting so still and discreet,

not exactly ceased,

as they travel back again

through time,

it happens.

yet everyone tells her its

just a 19 year olds crush.

*A flurry of emotion when I wrote this. It's organsied yet messy! What do you think?*