Poet Lady Katz: new forum reply to DARKNESS

New reply from Susan Katz

<p>Thank you for submitting this very intense and personal poem for consideration for Featured Poem of the Month for June.  I very much appreciate your sharing your work with me, Susan</p>


Original Post by notutkarsh_


<p>I've grown so much fucking numb,<br />Yet still kinda feel this terrible pain,<br />How many times I tried to heal but<br />all those efforts went in vain.<br />Writing all these words, when I can't even explain.</p>
<p>Demon speaking on both the shoulders,<br />He has all my files and folders.<br />Can't control my thoughts, can't control my breathing.<br />Can feel someone choking my throat, am just fucking screaming.</p>
<p>Struggling not to die,<br />I can't even say a good bye.<br />Who knows what day would be my last,<br />Aaaagh ! my breathing again now is quite fast.</p>
<p>Connected to life but can't see the connection,<br />Hey, wanna go to the hell, <br />but O' Satan where's the selection ??<br />Writing, can't really do it,<br />Living, don't even want it.</p>
<p>Feeling numb, yet feeling the pain.<br />Crying, eyes so blurry, can't see the pen.<br />Mind so giddy, can't concentrate.<br />Oh to perish, I'm so desperate. <br />©utkarsh_sinha</p>